another step hopefully in the right direction

I have been working on getting past the molestation from my step dad with Master and i honestly did not think i was getting over it at all and i did not think things were getting easier till tonight. It was after a session when Master was cuddling me that i started to talk about a bit of it and i did not feel the anger i did not feel the shame i just felt kind of good talking about it

i do not know if its a good step but it is a step hopefully in the right direction

The beginning and first post

My past and mental health are somewhat complex. I was born into a world ware i was not really wanted and every day i was reminded of that fact. My real dad left my mother when i was 4 and 7 months later she met my step dad and that’s ware everything went bad. I was subject to mental physical and sexual abuse every ware i turned. In the end i ended up with severe mental issues that i still fight with today. I am diagnosed with a severe case of PTSD and that effects me every day, I’m also diagnosed with MPD/DID and seeking therapy for it altho i believe Master is a better therapist then my doctor. To me my doctor has one thing and one thing only on his mind and that’s is bills. Master dose not agree he thinks what the doctor is doing is right

well anyways this is my first blog and there will be more to come